Sunday, April 30, 2006

a day full of joy

yesterday went studying at bedok reservoir view.
phewww, i manage to study a few PARTS of the TORTURE geog elective.

i saw irwan's art piece.
its so nice loh, much better than my sec 2 art work.
haha. 6 plus off i go to bedok library to meet with huda & jannah.

saw sani & rizwan.
its been months since i last talk to them ever since we fought.
bleahhhhs.
went to BK & eat & off i go home.

i encourage my sis to listen to RADJA-JUJUR.
& she listened to that song over & over until i almost get sick of it.
mummy said i'm turning jiwang.
ogoshhhhhh, i simply love SOME malay songs.
but it doesnt mean im jiwang.

will be taking passport picture for MY NRIC.
then go airport with jannah & will settle some stuff with some people.

Friday, April 28, 2006

her regrets & her thank you notes to u people

as i read back all the post in the past.
i did somehow cried.
those ever sweet & bitter memories.
& the stupid mistakes i did.

zulaiha,zulaiha.
as i moved on, those memories of us still stuck in my head.
& 100 % thanks to my peeps who helped me all these while.

to hairoon nisha, thank you so much for lending me your ears when i was in trouble & thank you for all the advice you gave me. its very useful.i will always remember your laughter & your singing time & your jokes.all these brings a big smile & gives me joy. everytime i cried, your laughter or jokes makes me happy. i remember the moment you laugh loudly outside SEC 2A classroom. even though we fought lots of times but as time flies, we will still be good friends.
Hairoon Nisha, take care & i really miss your laughter,burps,jokes & your singing.<3 style="font-weight: bold;">to Hasanah, my ever so violent babe. you are the one who showed me the right path. you never fails to give me that WIDE smile of yours as it brightens my day. i sincerely thank you for all of those.

to nurul, my neutral babe. you are the one who helped me when i'm sick. hold my hands as i jump step by step at the staircase when i had a sprained ankle. you had been the cute little girl who will jump to me early in the morning as you scream, "ZOOOLLLLL!" it touches my heart & it brightens my day.

to Rusydiah, my wierdo babe. even though it had only been months i known you, you never fails to make me laugh with your so funny actions & you brightens up my day with you jokes & laughter.

to wahidah, my wonderful cousin. you had been there for me for so long. you even were there when i broke down after broke up with "you know who " in january. you given me a lot of advice & i really thank you for all that. with all the secrets we shared, i enjoyed every part of it.without you in my life, its a sure thing that my life will be empty.

to Huda, my senget dada. she's my best friend & we shared every secrets. whenever i'm feeling down, you will be there for me, comfort me & make me laugh with your expressions. even with the fights we had in the past, we will still be as 1 united buddy. whenever i'm scared, she will lend me her fingers as i crushed them up. i'm really sorry for that. dada, i really love you & thank you for being there for me always <3

to atiqah, my insane partner. she's my best friend too. her insanity brightens up my day & every single funny actions from her makes me laugh. i swear i was once jealous of her having NICE handwriting but she told me that i can improve, so i did. she had been there for me ever since sec 1 with my ups & downs.with all the secrets that we scared, those will be the sweet memories that will stay up in my head. lady insane, as i stare & type this thanks note, i finally realise that there are lots of other good memories of us which i simply can't write.

to Jannah, my crazy babe.i only known you for a year & so much had happened.you were there for me when i was scared & my hands were shivering. you were the one who calmed me down everytime i get nervous or scared. you also helped me in my weakest maths lessons,when i didnt understand & you teach me everything. i swear there some things i do dislike about you but i'm sorry for all my wrongdoings. & i thank you for helping me all this while.

to Sheilah, my donna babe. yes, i only known you for a year & i had lots of fun disturbing you.you were such a quiet person when i first known you. as time flies, ur laughter brightens u my day. this year, messing up ur hair was funny. i know you had the revenge for messing u my hair on the sabo day. all those smacking your back was a sure painful as i sincerely apologised. when i heard you burp, it was disgusting but i didnt knew a quiet girl like you an burp loudly.i had lots of fun being frined with you & thank you so much for brightening up my day.

to Hamaiza, my giler didi. as i look back at your pictures, you changed so much. from a tomboy to a beautiful hamaiza. you never fails to call me when i walked past & you show me that big smile of yours. you are the one who never forget to do our handsign. hamaiza loves cookie. noe, its famous amous cookies. you are also the one who will comfort me when i'm feeling low & whenever i see you big smile, you make me smile too.i really thank you for brigtening up my day and being there for me. didi, thank you so much <3

to ayu, my sot dot babe. you were the cute girl who never fails to give me that BIG smile of yours everytime you walk past me. your laughter is unique & sometimes it make laugh too. i still remember, you were there for me when i cried & you comforted me. thank you so much !

to 2E5, my loyal classmates. its been 2 years since i known you guys. we went through good & bad times together as 1 united class. you guys never fails to show your big smile as i enter the class each time. thank you for brightening up my days.

to farisya,hazwan & farhanah.i only know you for a couple of months & yet you guys still bring me your wonderful smiles. every funny action from u guys, makes me laugh & i shall remember them.

to irwan, i really thank you as you changed my life in some ways.whenever i see you, you still give me that funny smile & it really makes me laugh. you will always be the one together with the other friends who will never fails to brighten u my day & i thank you for that.

lastly,to the other people whom i didnt mention. all i can say is you guys will always be in my heart & i apologised for my wrongdoings & thank you for being there for me.


THANK YOU MY WONDERFUL LOVING FRIENDS
love you guys!

4 down !

long time never blog.
sorry, computer breakdown.
kept shutting down by itself. so fuck.

25th April
Happy birthday to farisya.
& huda, jannah,sheilah,aminah,hazwan & farhana share money buy cake & present for me & farisya

so sweet seh.
its like 2 weeks before my birthday & they celebrate already.
thank you so much.love u guys.
& i got sabo-ed that day. so terok.
go home smell of eggs.
ewwwwwww

27 april - el paper 1 &2
quite ok.
28th april-malay paper 1 & 2.
quite ok also

freaaaaakkkkk, must really study GEOG ELECT.
shall blog again after exams or after KL TRIP.
good luck to everyone for mid-year exams. =D

Monday, April 24, 2006

caught

went studying yesterday.
went changi airport.
we made a choice of touring around terminal 1 followed by terminal 2 den study
since i can't made up a choice.

walked at terminal 1.
walked past BURGER KING
& guess wat ?
WAHIDAH SAW ME ! ! !
HDHASGDASJHDAHDHDBASHDBJHFB TOOT!
i didnt saw her but she saw me.

we didnt study in the end.
gosh, i simply love that day.
i will love it more if I WAS NOT SEEN BY WAHIDAH.

PS: wahidah, it seems we are like playing hide & seek on sunday at airport.

15 more days to my birthday.
=]
today while at the bus stop.
was disturbed by 3 sec 4 guys.
din,shafiq & rizal.
they went through my books in the box.
o well, nvm about it.
saw abg faizal with his fellow friends.

how nice that they have the freedom from school & get to go out a lot.
nvm zulaiha, 1 more year.
mid year english is 3 days away.

PS: people i shall not blog too much now as maybe my computer will break down sooner or later & i have to study.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

should i or should i not ?

yesterday didnt go study with huda as i dun feel that well.
& i spend my day DOING MATHS HWS.

its a long list of questions from diff chapters.
& im left with similarities questions & the "O" LEVEL PAPER.
still have some questions which i have problems with.
thanks to mrs wang, i did some revision on maths.
thanks ya =]

i will be bringing 1 BIG BOX OF TEXTBOOKS,FILES tomorrow.
all the books left under my table will at home soon.

i didnt know whether to go study today or not.
study or not uh ?
well, being at home sometimes bored me.
well, shall see first uh.

ps : people, i'm ok already. Hopefully next 2.4km run, i won't be sick AGAIN.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

2.4km run is a torture

2.4km run for yesterday.
i hate it. i didnt even COMPLETE it.
Mr Benjamin Tan asked me to stop when i was going to my LAST round.

Shafiq told me that i was slow.
FUCK lah, i just feel like slapping his face.
yes im slow but cant you motivate me or something?
at least farshad & some of the others did motivate us.

at my 6th round, feel like vomiting.
when mr tan stopped me, sat down for a while.
then RUSH to the toilet & vomit.
went out, the boys already started running.
went back to sit, a while later, RUSH to the toilet AGAIN.
vomit AGAIN.
RAYMOND came in 1ST.
shafiq was ok.his timing was 12.49
quite fast uh.

recess time.
met atiqah & rusydiah at the painting.
& feel like vomiting again.
& yes, RUSH to the toilet again.
Hasanah & Nurul came.
went in the toilet again.
changed back to sch uni.
went to canteen & i didnt feel like eating.
i saw the rice,horfun & bread, feel like vomiting.
was FORCED to eat by has,nurul,rusy & eka.
Hasanah forced me to eat, & i breakdown.
i told eka help me buy bread just to try to eat.
went back to the painting, tried eating.
tried swallow the hotdog but didnt manage,
rushed to the toilet, all came out. bell rang, felt like fainting.
went to technology rm for D&T. before that rush to toilet.

in total vomited like 7 times.
after school went to buy some sour plums.
it was my drug that stopped me from vomiting.

THANKS TO EACH & EVERYONE OF YOU WHO HELP ME WHEN I'M SICK.
next 2.4km run is after my birthday.
increase the time to past.
a sure 100% decrease in the chance for me to pass.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

this or that ?

mdm marlinah didnt come school today.
so its freedom & yeah i did bring my sis ipod to school.
& we were allowed to listen to MP3, so me & atiqah listened to ipod.

i didnt know what to listen & therefore, we listen to MALAY JIWANG SONGS.
ogosh, i can't believe that i listen to those songs.
after 1 period gone, most of the songs stuck in my head
& now i like jiwang songs.
atiqah was like so happy that i like jiwang songs now.

& guess what i'm doing ?
I'M ACTUALLY DOWNLOADING JIWANG SONGS.
God, what am i doing ?
ok surely if my sisters were to read this, sure thing they will go like this,
"baby, hish, lagu jiwang ?" & frown.

ever since i went ANUGERAH CONCERT,
i'm loving malay/jiwang songs.

should i return to listen to punk rock or stick with malay/jiwang songs?
confused, both are truly nice. =]

Monday, April 17, 2006

someone's missing

came school found 1 seat empty which is KEVIN'S seat.
his books were still there including the box & all his files.

every lesson past & sec 3e4 sounded a little quiet.
maths lessons especially.
usually we will hear "yes,mommy !" from kevin's voice.
but it there was not except shouting from AMIRUL.

free period was different too.
Bing Hang was left alone.
usually he will talk to kevin.
i miss those times when he disturbs me with the "ZULAIHA !"
& especially the snap finger.
& also the kick bag.

afina miss it too.
well kevin, 3e4 is kindda different now
& i ensure that 3e4 class tee will be out soon.
toodles, studying.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Anugerah Concert =]

yesterday went to Anugerah Concert.
it was extremely fun to the max.

met wahidah at 5.45pm.
we met each other side by side.
haha. we went to take neoprint.

niceeeeeeee =]
went to KFC to eat.
it was already 7pm & we were still eating. haha
the concert start at 8pm, kak Yana reach very early also.
Atiqah reach at 5 plus. hahaha so early.
so we went to max pavilion at 7.05pm, reach at 7.30pm.
search around for BLOCK A6.
found out that it was infront but on the right side lah.
the seats near the middle were all taken, so we sat at the most side.
Atiqah sat right at the back at the left side.so farrrrr.

saw SYAFIQAH [SENIOR], haha.
show started, screaming like siao.
Fauzie so CUTE !
haha. all the songs they sang were so nice.
I love the part where they sang those ROMANTIC/JIWANG songs.
goshhhhhhh, Khairul's song, Fantasi . . . . was extremely nice.
Fauzie's song was niceeeee toooo.
Khairil's song NADIA was nice also, sang along. haha.

during the tradisional song,Fauzie gelek sehhhhh.
he's like joget dangdut like tat.
Khairil also gelek. haha. so cute arh they all.
halfway through the show, the digicam battery LOW.
goshhhhh, but i record the song using my phone.

they sang BYE,BYE,BYE for the last song.
me & wahidah SANG a long.
hahaha.
then the show ended, saw aznee & the rest.
didnt knew that quite a few BGSS peeps went.
ok i shall upload the pictures later orites.

ps: i felt like a mom when being with wahidah & amalina because i was the tallest. boooo !
to nisha : i shall send you khairil's pictures & show you the video where he gelek ok.

Anugerah Concert was gerek & i wanna go again if have ! !
well, now i love all 4 of them. <3

Saturday, April 15, 2006

farewell BBQ for kevin.

yesterday didnt manage to blog.
well, yesterday rained heavily.
till the whole carpark at my house flooded. gosh.
its like you cannot see the wheels .

met Nisha,Afina,MIMI,Siti & ziwei at tanah merah at 3pm.
walked to shop & save & bought LOTS of stuff.
then walk back to Afina's house.
ate mee goreng first & watched the simpsons while waiting for the rain to stop.
we took pictures first & jokes all around.
at 5.30 plus, the rain FINALLY stopped.
so Afina's father went down to start the fire.
well, me & nisha had a game of badminton.
yesssss, it was fun.
then helped up with the bbq-ing.
snapshot a lot.

had a game of tennis.
i lost.
fyi, the tennis racket was so big & i can't swing it properly.
follwed by splashing water at nisha.

ate lots of food, i was bloated.
7 pm, another badminton match with YAN CHONG.
HE LOST ! I WON !
hahahaha.
ate again, badminton match again & put our legs in the jacuzzi.

left afina's house at 8.30pm
waited for bus 14 so long so took 10,went tampines.
took 67, drop near school & took 222 back home.

to kevin : BON VOYAGE.
too bad his plane flight is at 4am tomorrow if not we can send him off.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Sec 4 informal graduation

its started with speech day.
not bad. i totally proud of band ever since we played our school song.
& fyi, i dun tink i hate band now.

sec 3 & 2s headed back to band room.
& i went back where e seniors were left & ushered SAMANTHA.
i hold her hands & swinging it but mrs quek ask to stop. =p

Jia Hui BURST into tears.
reached band room, The slideshow was being played.
laughed at every funny picture.
in the middle of every pic, i will hear "SNIFF".
Mr Tan Burst into tears
& so did mrs quek.
hugged most of the seniors.
I BURST TO TEARS.
every year, i had been crying for THE SENIORS Graduation.
i miss EVERY SINGLE SENIOR IN BGCB.

the next band practice will be different without you people.

i screw up my D&T,PHYSICS & EMATHS tests.
fuck lahhhhhhhh.
i burst into tears duirng english.
i cant stand the stress.
Had surprise farewell bash for kevin.
3e4 styleeeeeee.

to kevin: kiddo, gonna miss you lots. do visit us ok.

BON VOYAGE . . . .

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

I HATE BAND !

I SWEAR I HATE CONCERT BAND NOW.
i SWEAR !!!

if band teacher in charge is reading this, i dun care !
why can't band practices stop on monday arh after our performance ?
hello, its 2 weeks to MID-YEAR.
& FYI, BAND PRACTICES ARE TAKING MY TIME FOR STUDY.

seriously i'm so angryyyyyyyy !
i told mr fahmi that i went to dental appoinment.
& he wants the receipt.
TOOT !
& FYI i didnt go for band bacause i had 3 TESTS TOMORROW TOO.
band ends at 6.30pm & how am i suppose to study for 3 TESTS?
tell me ?!?!?!

i should have joined other cca.
& I CAN'T WAIT FOR STEP DOWN FROM CCA NEXT YEAR !

if you want to kick me out from any performance, i dun care.
GRRRRRRRRRRR !
i totally hate band now . . .

anyways MR FAHMI called my HP !
using joanne's phone.
toot !

i shall repeat this 1 last time :
"I HATE BAND !"
sorry to my seniors, but i can't keep the feelings anymore.

& I DUN WANT TO BE A LIBARIAN !

2 weeks to mid-year.
deadddddddddddddd !

Monday, April 10, 2006

band recording ?

time flies really bloody damn S-L-O-W today .
which is not good.
i finally knew that Mrs Wang is 3E4's Mummy.
& Mrs Choo is 3E4's 2nd mummy.
awwwwwww.
Chemistry, Mirs liow didint come.
& so Mrs Wang took over.
she only came at the second period.
& her maths lesson ended at 2.10sharp.
DZULFADLI still owe me my FERERRO ROCHER !
& SHAFIQ OWE ME FERRERO ROCHER TOO !

went for band.
heard opinions from the VIPs , said by MR TAN.
well, band improve since mr fahmi taught us.
heard that P & VP are very happy about the school song.
=]
& we were told to play the school song at the SPEECH DAY.
goooshhhhhh.
we were given the chance to record our school song & other songs
compile them into cd & sell it.
cool right ?
we played ascentium, i loveeee itttt.
band members love it but mr fahmi hate it.
he wanted us to play flight of the thunderbird which was very yuckyyy!
THE REASON was oklah.
but LOTS of wrong notes.
what the hell am i blogging about band when i hate it ?
how dumb ! !

no more playing a fool, 2 weeks & 2 days to mid-year.
STRESS !
i cannot go roller blading with wahidah & shikif. sry darlings =[
i never msg uzair for dunno how many weeks. sorry arh friend.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

snapshots all the way.

i went out to meet huds at changi airport at 4pm.
i was late lahhh.
we went to take the sky train.
it so different.goshhhhh.
we went to BURGER KING.
talk & talk & talk.
huds got her burger last & ended up finishing 1st.
ogosh.i ate so slow.
then we went to swensen, ate ice cream.
yummylicious.
then we tour around the airport.
haha, got nothing to do.

we went to tampines mall.
took neoprints.
we took pictures using my phone.
haha. lots of ictures siahhhh.
walk around tamines mall.
& head home at 7.30pm.
i love taking pictures with huda.

i wanna buy this ebase dress.
so fucking niceeeeee.
its $49 but now discount until $20!!
its fucking big difference.
$20 for an ebase dress ? thats counted cheap loh.

huda buying BLACK,i'm buying BROWN !
yeahhhhhhh.
I LOVE HUDA <3

Saturday, April 08, 2006

Brilliante 2006

Brilliante 2006 was the best !
Concert Band played :
1st half
St.Petersburg March
Dartmoor Variations
Witches Brew

2nd half
The incredibles
This Love

Finale
Omens of Love

performing arts report to kallng theather at 8.30am.
we had rehearsal at first, that time concert band played not ok.
we finished rehearsal at 1.30pm.
received sms from jannah saying that they had reached.
i was then a little nervous.
at 3pm, heard form mrs quek that the concert started.
MORE NERVOUS !
then we went up to backstage.
heard the choir singing.
haha, band members do thier action.haha
followed by malay dance.
then it was our turn.
st.petersburg march & adrtmoor variations was great
i was nervous for witches brew as i had my solo for it.
in total, witches was GREAT.
i could not see anyone.it was soo dark at the seats.

intermission for 20mins.
took pictures with jh, rachel.
snapshots all the way.
had tuning 3 times tat day.

then a few mintues later, we had to report back to backstage.
after dance & drama, it was our turn.
GOSH, THE INCREDIBLES was fast & nice.
THIS LOVE, I HAD FUN PLAYING TAT SONG.
the whole crowd was like "ohhh ohh ohhh, ohhh ohhh ohhh."
i likeeeeee !
the finale was omens of love.
we did well.
school song was next.
the light was switched on at the seats.
i was amazed by the crowd.
we did well for the school song too.

went back to dressing room.
pack our instruments & went back to school.
was superb tired.
reached band room, we did band cheer.
haha.
& went home at 7pm.

BRILLIANTE 2006 was the last performance with SEC 4S
i will miss you guys !!!
i shall never forget the laughter we shared during every practice.
<3

BRILLIANTE 2006 WAS GREATTTTTTTT !
<3

Thursday, April 06, 2006

endless fun with 3E4

during physics yesterday,
Sec 3E4 Sang the BANANA SONG & MUMMY2 COME & SEE SONG.
ogosh, 3E4 so united.
then mr david lim was like " so good having all of you so hyper active"
& that time we were doing our test. HAHA

today had 3 periods of D&T Practical.
we only did Chiselling, boredom.
Mr Kuah helped me in the chiselling, so kind of him.
THANKS.
EMaths, geeeeeee, HEADACHE + BOREDOM.
we all tried to sing the mummy2 come & see song but mrs wang kept "HELLO?"
aiyahhhh.
English, mr eugene chua didnt come.
so me & hazwan kept walking to water cooler. geeeee.
PS: ME & HAZWAN ARE JUST FRIENDS, IDIOTS ! get it ?

Atiqah is beloooo.
Rusydiah is DIRTY-MINDED !!!
tomorrow performance, booooo!
report at 6.30am.idiot!

=p

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

new handphone<3

hello idiots.
i'm being mean to say idiots.

i received my new hp last Saturday.
PANASONIC VS6.
yea yea.
flip phone.
2 megapixcel. nice arhhh.

shut up with the phone.
I STILL HAVE CAMP SPIRIT.
in band,kept doing the " mummy,mummy come & see" song.
in class, kept doing the oiiiiii

today during english, watched the sec 3 camp video & se the pics.
my face appeared 3 or 4 times in the video.
& 2 of them are CANDID SHOTS.
WTF ?!
one of them when my mouth was wide open & the other was during team building & my face was very blur.
goshhhhh, all the sec 3s will be watching this & the sec 2s next year.
goshhhh, can delete my pics ?

whatever it is, i miss sec 3 adventure camp.

Monday, April 03, 2006

3E4 <3

i finally found out that 3E4 is very united except for some idiots who are just anti-social.
when i came to school, all of us still have the camp spirit .

freeee period was a fun time.
MR TEO didnt come check on us. yessss !
we all talked & gossips. gaaaaaaa. how evil i was.
we found out a few anti-social people in our class.

then we did the "mummy,mummy come & see" song
followed by the FOOD CHEER,
haha.
Kevin gave an adidas clap for me. =P
majority, we did all the cheers during free period.
when we reached class, Kevin shouted," 3E4 OIIIII"
sadly only a handful replied.

after recess, me & rusydiah made ATIQAH clap.
in total,there was 10 ULTIMATE ATIQAH CLAP.
cool uh.
haha. Then got Rusydiah Clap, Jannah Clap, Huda Clap.
HAHAHA.
& rusydiah made ZULAIHA CLAP.
it goes like this :
*clap*, "NEW HP,NEW HP"
dammnnnn.

Physics remedial was boring.
Band sucks today but i love it when we did the cheers in the band rm.
the sec 4s & sec 2s were plain jealous that sec 3s get to go for camp.
too bad people.= P

3E4 UNITED =]