eye surgery
Came to school as per normal.
had a running nose in the morning.
Social studies was such a boring one.
but MRS CHOO WAS EXTREMELY KIND TO ME TODAY.
haahahha.
English, condition worsen.
by 10am, I went to Sick Bay & soon Mummy came & pick me up.
went to Lee Clinic & mummy decided to get the eye surgery for me.
waited for nearly an hour, so it was my turn.
was asked to go treatment room,heart was beating faster
then Dr. Lee came !
When she came, i was like, "fcuk im dead!"
saw the injection, needle and i almost fainted.
so the doctor, inject my lower left eyelid.
PAIN OK !
Then she poke poke the "growing thing"
then use something, DIG & DIG & PULL & PULL until it came out.
then spray eye drops.
i nearly fainted because i was scared lah.
then when it's done, Dr. Lee said, "there all done. Such a Brave Girl!"
awwwww.
okeydeh, i'm going school tomorrow with a patch on my left eye.
pain lah !
i won Singapore Idol tickets, I'm going with WAHIDAH <3
supporting HADY MIRZA !
shopping alone day
Today is Atiqah's Birthday.
i had it all planned out, to celebrate her birthday at haegen-daz & just lepaking at esplanade.
but all the plans just
CRASH.Rusydiah & Hasanah can't make it.
so it 2 of us.
Knew that PC will be coming, so yeah, i dun mind, but Atiqah said,
"kau ajak org lain kluar arh, sry"well, my heart just crash somehow.
Girl, i know you wanna spend time with your BF, but can spare a thought for you bestie here ?
NVMLAH, there's still next year though.
wanted to go GIG with huda, but was not in the mood, so in the end didnt go.
while i toss & turn in bed, i decided to go ORCHARD all alone.
well, it was lonely but it turn out to be so much fun.
WENT IN SHOP AFTER SHOP.
i bought SUFER GIRL tote bag.
cost $42. the ROXY tote bag that i wanted, didnt have sehhhh
what do you think ? nice ?
Some MATS were like " siah, loner siah"
eh wtf lah, my life lah, i want to go shopping all by myself cannot arh ?
took 1hour just to make a decision to go elsewhere & so i went TAMPINES MALL.
bought HAIR CLIPS
LOTS OF THEM.
then at 9pm, went back home.
& now i'm sleepy.
NIWAYS, HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY ATIQAH INSANE =D
WAHIDAH KENTAL'S BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW.
& she got HUGGED by JONATHAN & HADY MIRZA.
wahhhhhhhhhhh, you are ! make me so jealous lah dey !
What the hell ?
NURUL WAS OUT YESTERDAY !like
WTF can ?
there goes my
TOP 3.JOAKIM & JASMINE, both of you are wasting the 2 places ok.
i can't believe
SINGAPOREANS actually
VOTED LOTS OF TIMES for
JASMINE & JOAKIM.PLEASE VOTE FOR TALENTS NOT LOOKS OK SINGAPOREANS.I'm the
group leader for
GRP 6 : FOXTROOP !hahahaha,
RASHAD IS MY ASSISTANT LEADER.weeeeetsss, he's like so quiet lahhhhhhhh.
why of all people put me as Leader arhs ?
you should know
HOW LAZY am i . hahahah
Next up, today, MDM TAY talk & talk & talk.
She said about
SMOKING.
"i know when i tell you this, it will turn to deaf ears", she said
MDM TAY, I STRONGLY AGREE !wahhhhh, i somehow Mdm Tay was wasting her breath talking about this.
but she never gave up, she do care about us.
So Irwan, can stop smoking ? if you got cancer, how ? *touchwood*P.E was superb fun today.
CHIMO-CHIMO dance !
3E4 UNITED LEH.we did
OUR MODIFIED dance and it turn out to be so nice !
yerps, very nice i tell you !
GO 3E4 !eh eh tomorrow is
NURUL ATIQAH'S birthday !celebrate her birthday tomorrow, i think.
Turning sweet 15 yeah.
27TH AUGUST IS WAHIDAH KENTAL'S BIRTHDAY.turning sweet 14 yeah kental !
I miss my Kental Cousin lah !
i wanna spend my good times with you.
thanks ehhh
Thanks to AYIE, i had to do the quiz/survey. damns
1. Full name: Norzulaiha Bte Sapari
2. Name backwards: irapaS etB ahialuzorN
3. Were you named after someone?: errrmm. dunno. I heard my aunt named me.
4. Meaning of name: cahaya something somethiiing
5. Nickname: Zulaiha, Zul, Retard
6. Screen name: Ms.Retarded
7. D.O.B: 9 May 1991
8. Place of birth: KKH.
9. Nationality: singaporean
10.Current location: bedroom
11.Star sign: Taurus
12.Religion: Muslim
13.Height: 165cm
14.Weight: 45.5 kg. I THINK
15.Shoe size: 7
16.Hair color: black
17.Eye color: Black
18.Who do you look like: i like the teddy bear.
19.Innie or outtie: ERMMMM
20.Lefty or righty: Right
21.Gay, straight, bi or others: Straight
22.Best friends: Atiqah,Hasanah,Rusydiah,Huda,Sheilah,Nisha & lots more
23.Best friends you trust most: i trust all of them
24.Favourite pals: All of my friends
25.Best friend of opposite sex: HAZWAN !
26.Best buddies: listed in ques 22
27.Boyfriend or girlfriend: my gf are all those listed in ques 22. lol
28.Crush: chad micael murray. GOSHHH
29.Parents: Mr Sapari & Mdm Noraizha =D
30.Worst Enemy: the sun. hahah
31.Favourite online guy: Hazwan
32.Favourite online girl: Nisha
33.Craziest friend: Nisha, that laughing,joker bitch
34.Advice friend: HAIROON NISHA, NURHUDA .
35.Loudest friend: NURHUDA,JANNAH,ATIQAH
36.Person you cry with: erm none.
37.Person you laugh with: all my friends
38.Any sisters: yurps, 2 older sisters
39.Any brothers:Nopey
40.Any pets: NOPE
41.Any disease: none
42.Pager: never had one
43.Personal phone line:nope
44.Cell phone: yes
45.Lava Lamp: dun haf, but planning to have one
46.Pool or hot tub: both same to me
47.A car: when i pass my driving license ok.
48.Your personality: Ask my friends, they know me the best
49.Driving: not even a driving license.
51.Room: Messy
52.Whats missing: My Whiteboard.
53.School: Bedok green sec
54.Bed: double-storey bed.
55.Relationship with parents: Fine.
56.Believe in yourself: yes, sometimes
57.Believe in love at first sight: yes, sometimes
58.Good listener: sometimes
59.Get along well with parents: yes.
60.Save e-mail convos: sometimes
61.Pray: yes
62.Believe in reincarnation: i dunno
63.Make fun of people: sometimes
64.Like to talk on the phone: YES
65.Want to get married: bile ader jodoh
66.Like to drive: drive the racing car at arcade can ?
67.Motion Sickness: Sometimes
68.Eat stem of broccoli: ONCE
69.Eat chicken with fork: Yea
70.Dream in color: black & white sometimes.
71.Type with your fingers on home role: HUH
72.Sleep with stuff animals: i Sleep with TEDDY BEAR
73.Next to you: Digital camera. lol
74.On the walls of your room: Photo frames, certificates
75.On your mousepad: my mouse
76.Dream car: dunno
77.Dream date: Watch the sunset with me.
78.Dream honeymoon spot: I wanna go FRANCE
79.Dream husband or wife: A husband who is loyal to his wife & never fails to cheer her up.
80.Bedtime: Late
81.Under your bed: Another bed.
82.Single most important question: Buy sweets today ?
83.Bad time of the day: Morning !
84.Your worst fear: Allah swt.
85.The weather is: sunny day
86.Time: 12.09pm. i skipped school
87.Date: 24th August
88.Best trick did on someone: entah
89.Theme song: different genres lah
90.Hardest thing about growing up: to pass my exams. haha
91.Funniest experience: ALOT
92.Scariest experience: alot
93.Silliest thing you have ever said: Asam PEDAK
94.Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: errrrrrmmmm, terlupe
95.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: Lack of money
96.Worst feeling: feeling guilty
97.Best feeling in the world: Happy happy
98.AND NOW, THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!!CHOOSE EIGHT TO DO THE QUIZ:
->ANYONE WHO IS WILLING TO DO OK.
I'm scared .
My sis just had her eye surgery.
Her problem was the same as mine.
reached home, saw her right eye covered with a patch.
Me: ehhh whats wrong with your eye ?
SAF: I had my "tembel" REMOVED
Me : eh biar betol ?
SAF: yes ! ! *GOES EXPLAINING THE PROCESS*
Me: *eyes filled with tears*
ok that's how i reacted.
she said the DOC will inject the eyelid so can it can be numb.
Follwed by, USING THE KNIFE, THEY WILL CUT AWAY TAT THING.
how freaky it was.
then tears start falling down.
MY legs felt jelly-ish, there's butterflies in my stomach.
Should i see Famliy Doc first ?
aku banyak takot lah !
I NEED SOMEONE BY MYSIDE =/
Swollen Eye .
Why today was a bad day ?
3/4 'S BAD DAY particularly.
Came to school, People asked me,
"Zulaiha, Why you wearing Spectacles ?"
To cut short not to waste my breath, i just show my eye & they all went,
"ewwwwww ! gross gross !" or "OUCCCCCHHHHH !"
SS, somehow Mrs Choo was giving us the "i'm not in the mood, don't you dare mess with me" type of look.
For English, the whole class got scolded for not handing up ENGLISH FILES.
ok like we spent almost 1 hour just to sort it all up by STANDING.
in the end, 2 MINUTES to do ENGLISH TEST.
wahhhh damn it !
chemistry was worse.
Got scolded as ONLY 7 PUPILS passed Chemistry Common Test.
i mean, to me the test was DAMN DIFFICULT.
until i had to crack my BRAINS.
come on, we had to study PHYSICS TOO.
Malay was FUN as we had to speak in MALAY LANGUAGE, NO OTHER LANGUAGES.
& If we said a word of other languages, MDM MARLINA will deduct 1 mark form our oral.
its funny to hear Afina & Kevin talk in malay.
Maths was EVEN worse !
We got scolded for not handing up homework.
okkkkkkk, she screams for almost 30mins.
& i was almost deaf.
i skipped band today !
reall a bad thing ok, came down & i can't blink my eye.
if i blink my eye, it will be painful.
so i ran in to joanne & asked her what to do
she said, "aiyoh, gooo home !"
i was surrounded by Simin, Joanne, Jasmine, Yan chong & Afina.
& i showed them my eye & they were like "OMG !"
hahahaha. Afina wanted to call the ambulance as she thought it was TUMOUR !
i almost died of laughter, but to think about it, it may be true.
Then i wrote the excuse form, waited to Mr Fahmi.
He came, Jasmine helped me to show him the excuse form.
Showed him my eye & he said,
"you go home, wash your hands & see doctor"
What does it got to do with Washing my hands ?
WIERD PEOPLE !
ok, my EYE SPECIALIST APPOINTMENT is on 17 OCTOBER !
by the time, i dunno what will happen to the swollen growing thing in my eye.
& i heard quite a number of people got scolded today ?
hhahaha, terok terok.
NO CONTACT LENSE & NO EYELINER FOR DUNNO HOW LONG.
ODAMNS !
I'm Getting Fatter !
Get to the fact that i'm getting fatter.
yeah i am. Im Getting more
BONCIT.
lol.
i mean yeah seriously, even
NISHA notice it .
hahahaha, i'm happy that i gained weight
but i'm kindda not happy that i'm boncit.
lalalalala.
ok,
Happy LONG relationship with Your BUBBLES orites.
i can't be bothered to stop you from smoking anymore.
go on lah continue smoking.
i just don't want to waste my breath asking you to stop.
& its no use being angry with you.
yes, its useless !
i've got nothing to do with you now.
i'm through with this nonsense.
i shall treat
YOU as a friend from now onwards.
so i conclude, give me some time to heal from the pain.
let me erase those wonderful memories.
let me start anew.
SO,
Happy Long Relationship With Your Bubbles !
Nevermind, Ms. Retarded will be fine, she have her wonderful friends beside her.
Ms .Retarded will be Fine. Yes she will be.
=D
GOSH IT HURTS
Thankf to YITING, i have to do the quiz
1. do the quiz without complains.
2.choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
3.leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
fav. color : BLACK & RED
fav. food : anything.
fav. movie : got lots lah
fav. sport : Badminton =D
fav. day of week : Fridays coz its eating day after school
fav. ice cream :CHOCOLATE
fav. tv shows : A lot lah
current mood : Angry, confused
current taste : ermmmm.
current clothes : shirt and short
current desktop : Butterflies
current toenail color : clourless
current time : 4.55pm
current annoyance : ermmm
current tots : alot
first best friend : RIKA
first crush : ermmm, when i was k2 ? ahahahah
first movie : jurassic park.hahahaha
first lie : Pri 4 ?
first music : not sure
last cigraette : Sec 1, only tried !
last drink : ice lemon tea
last car ride : yesterday, taxi back home
last phone call : a minute ago
last cd played : gerhana ska cinta
have you ever date one of your best friends : atiqah. its counted as a date. haha
have you ever broken e law : tried smoking ?
have you ever been arrested : no
have you ever skinny dipped : no
have you ever kissed someone you duno : NO
5 luckiest people picked by me to do tis :
`i dunno
`i dunno
`i dunno
`i dunno
`i dunno
OK i'm done with the quiz !
what a jerk you are ! you go around breaking every girl's heart with that
SAME PHRASE is it?
OK DAMMIT LAH.i feel like an idiot ok !
FOR GODSAKE, don't hide away when you're walking with her.
DON'T let
HER walk alone behind while you walk I
NFRONT.
be a MAN & stand right beside her while walking OK !
you think i don't know about you & your new girl is it ?
craps lah.
i'm mad that you cheated me & i'm mad that you don't even
WALK beside her & i'm mad that by doing so, you think people do no know about your
NEW relationship ?
IF YOU DARE HURT HER LIKE HOW YOU HURT ME, THATS IT, YOUR DEAD !I AIN'T WANNA TALK TO YOU FOR THE MOMENT, WE SHALL SEE WHAT HAPPEN IN FUTURE. damn, you totally hurt me inside !
gotta do Self-study now.
SEE YA AROUND
aku pass
I PASS MY MALAY ORAL !
30/40 !
ok i'm very happy.
Promised Mdm Marlinah tat we will talk in Malay for Malay lessons.
wakakakaakkaa
HOPEFULLY.
i'm rying my best to move away from love life.
i'm returning to my OWN life =D
EOY EXAM COMING SOON
i outta blogging for a moment.
WILL update sometimes only.
Aina = lembu, mooooo Zulaiha = Retard Gorilla Atikah = Badak Jannah = Crazy Gorilla. hahaha
Malay Oral
Had my malay oral todayy.
SHARKS ! it was a total DISASTER !
i had MDM NORLINSAH as the invigilator.
& I WAS THE 1ST PERSON TO BE TESTED !
ok its super damn scary to the max ok !
& i screw up a few words for the reading passage.
THE CONVERSATION WAS A TOTAL DISASTER !
Mdm Norlinsah was like looking at me after i finish answering a question.
like she expect MORE answer from me.
my mind was total BLANK !
Hamaiza, Huda & me were the 1st people
& i was the 1st to GO among all 3 !
OK I TOTALLY SCREW UP MY MALAY ORAL !
it was a last minute announcement about the malay oral.
we were not mentally prepared for this !
CAN WE HAVE A RETAKE ?
omggggggg, I BURST INTO TEARS when i'm reaching the toilet.
I was simply not in the mood for band prac.
& i burts into tears again.
JUST A MALAY ORAL MAKE ME TURN INTO TEARS.
FUCKKKKKKK !
ok i so need to study for CHEM & PHY TESTS.
im super dead !
What a bloody hell day ?
I know something !
but i can't type here.
ok like damns, i was kind, good to you & this is what i get in return ?
Nothing hurts more than having a friend who hurt you with those words.
Ok zulaiha,
SHUT UP !
Mondays are such
BAD DAYS.
note that in my calendar .
Problems came out,
inclusive of band matters.
LIKE WTF.i just wanna
QUIT being a
HEAD BAND LIBRARIAN can ?
the job should be given to fadzil instead.I would rather be a normal
BAND MEMBER instead.
Its giving me so much
STRESS.
& i just can't accept it.
Every Band practice, all i receive is
STRESS not joy of enjoying & trying out new pieces.
& after every Band Practice, i went home, crying in the toilet.
all because of these stress i received.
Mrs Quek, please, let me free.
i'm not good enough to be a committe member.
NO ! it should be
I'M NOT FIT TO BE A COMMITTE MEMBER.i want to enjoy playing my bass clarinet & trying out new pieces.
PLEASE, SET ME FREE FROM THE TITTLE," HEAD LIBRARIAN"give the opportunity to others.
In the end, with this stress, i will have the feeling of rebel against band.
SO PLEASE STRIKE OFF MY NAME AS A HEAD LIBRARIAN & AS A COMMITTE MEMBER.but i swear, i will help when times in need.
Please, i wanna be able to love band practices again. i don't want to go back home, crying & crying in the toilet after every band practices.
thank you.
Pasir ris park trip
i forgot to post this pic the last post. made new friends again. hahaha.
11TH AUGUST 2006
Pasir Ris trip was extremely fun.
we wanted to go ecp but ended up going pasir ris park.
was having SUPER BAD mood swing .
hahahaha. but ended up laughing, singing & havin fun.
me,hazwan, farhanah & hamaiza went rollerblading.
i manage to rollerblade & i'm so happy.
FELL DOWN ONLY 6 TIMES !
weeeeeeee !
i had lots of fun & we went to the playground next
climbed the spider web, weeeeeee.
ok i'm tired of typing.
Hamaiza muke happy je eh
The monkeys. i was seated alone at that spot.
Hamaiza, me, farhanah & hazwan. ROLLERBLADING PEOPLE
The crazy bunch of friends i have
farisya & farhanah can't beat me, i'm higher than you all =P
Alamak zulaiha, so childish !
Semue dah tired
2 more shoes LOST
CAN I KISS HAMAIZA ?
12 AUGUST 2006
today, quite a lot of people never come school.
NISHA YOU MISSED YOUR WONDERFUL CHANCE
free period can see mrs choo CLEARLY in the canteen.
hahhahaha.
PE was fun
SOFTBALL ROCKS LAH.
had so much fun !
Mrs choo said this to class, "3/4 There will be no social studies remedial until further notice"
get it ?
NO SS REMEDIAL. POWERRRR LAHHHHH.
For D&T, mr kuah discuss to each individual about our folio
& mr kuah called my name, "JULAIHA"
hahahahaha.
a new nickname. hahaha
so sat infront of mr kuah
he said my folio very nice, colourful & he even said, " WELL DONE ZULAIHA!"
alamakkkkkk. PROUD ARHHH.
hahahahah !
I LOVE D&T.hehehehehe
Huda's Birthday
Huda's birthday was a blast !
had national day celebration, sucks.
I WAS NOT IN THE MOOD FOR THE NDP CELEBRATION AT SCHOOL.
performance was orites, excepy we didnt watch jojo conduct tat well.
Skipppppppp to SABO huda.
hahahah. disgusting, ended up cleaning the floor.
hahahaha.
evening met up with sheilah, huda, dibz,yana & farhan for the fireworks.
huda had fun cutting the cake arhhhh.
played extremely fun games.
laughed like hell.
then fireworks, it was a blast !
esplanade was packed like hell.
then farhan took a different route.
ended up, we were walking 1 whole big round back to esplanade.hahaha
we CAM-WHORED in fullerton hotel toilet.
here comes the pics :
HEY i gave them those bubble gum okok. & why am i caught in the pic ?
We sabo-ed huda & she was super happy.
Singapore's team for the fireworks. nice uhs
Presentingggg the 3 MONKEYS
Birthday GIRL was sooooooo happy !
we were tired of walking & walking.
Farhan, me & Dibz.
This is Farhan or is it PARHAN?hahaha. i learnt new routes of going back from esplande from him. hahaha
i will be watching fireworks at esplanade again on 11 & 12 August.
weeetsssss, happy babe happy !
Fireworksss
i went to watch fireworks with huda & sheilah.
met up with sheilah & huda at platform.
meet at 6.30pm.
received a rose from HUDA.
alamak sweeeeeettttt.
stop at city hall den go out to peninsula & walk to esplanade.
nearly reach the bridge near esplanade, huda was goin, "EH IRWAN ARH"
i tot she was kidding, but she still went on,"eh irwan arhhhh!"
so i turned & really irwan was there.
he cut his hair, alamak FUNNY LAH.
he was walking to the dead glory there.
hahaha. funny lah.
searched almost around esplanade, but didnt see any spot
while walking, saw Fatimah.
wahh alot of bgss peo.
went to the stone2 area.
got a spot & sat down
we were playing games & screaming uhs.
chop baby chop, concentration & chrades.
hahahaha.
then fireworks started, apparently, the fireworks place was infront of us.
so it was very CLEAR view.
but scary was, the fireworks seems to be so close & its coming to us.
huda was screaming, "MUMMY !"
then walk back to MRT.
saw johari & another bgss peo at dead glory.
why so many bgss peo arh ????????
Pictures :
We were emo-ing . "sleeping" on the stones.
alah, step emo lah satu2
We were infront of the fireworks place. nice
SO GRAND ! i like !
ok its 1.12am
wahhh lao. tired.
& i will be here patiently waiting for you.
Final Goodbye
its over between us.
i went to school like normal yesterday.
giving everyone my fake smile.
i didnt even feel like seeing his face.
it makes me cry.
softball game was FUN yesterday.
HOMERUN & HOMERUN & HOMERUN
hahahahaha.
will be watching the fireworks tonight.
he said, he will be back when theres time.
how long will it be ?
No More Shits
ok, i will be back to myself soon.
THE OLD ME.
i'm listening to Nisha's advices.
ok, i'm doing all my PAST NEVER DO HOMEWORKS.
I will be paying attention in Goeg Elect & Phy lessons.
i will do my homeworks.
& i need help for my maths.
getting nearer to FINAL YEAR EXAMS.
no more slacking .
i am trying not to be emotional in school.
its almost the end of us
emotional breakdown
I sat beside Shafiq for English today.
& i managed to seek help from him.
i finally understood now, Guys seem to keep problems to themselves.
i got a advice from him.
& his advice is the same as HAIROON NISHA'S.
Maybe we were not meant to be together,
maybe the feeling we had towards each other had lost.
& so i'm confused.
please give me an answer.
Dammit, Nisha is still pissed off with me.
i have decided, no matter how i'm tempted to slash my wrist,
i must remember that eating is MY way losing my sadness.
No matter what, food is MY way out, not slashing of wrist.
I know that Nisha, you will think that, " promise again, you will break your promise."
& so i'm asking for your help that you will STOP me from slashing.
i'm trying my best to focus on studies.
& get these shits done.
PROBLEMS AFTER ANOTHER.& she hopes that she died.
wtf !
leadinga fucking shit life !
drop dead.
i was LATE for school yesterday untill i got a pink form. =]
today, was quite late. was at the back of the class line with the guys.
Malay lesson, PUNISHMENT OF 300 LINES in total.
WAHHHH DEAD !
Geog elect, no hope.
CME, weeeeets. i had fun.
MS MICHELLE TAN GETTING MARRIED =]
Cherrrrr, must invite us to your wedding hor ?
hahahaha. Free period was like "i'm quite dead", i was not in e mood !
Maths ! alamakkkk mati dengguts !
i dun understand a single thing.
English, great fun !
DEBATE !
weeeeetssss, my group won !
so happy !
i had to go ENGLISH REMEDIAL !
& i had dentention just now.
Nisha is pissed off with me.
odamns.
Detention + punishment + late homeworks= i'm dead !
