& in other words, I LOVE YOU .

What a bloody hell day ?

I know something !
but i can't type here.
ok like damns, i was kind, good to you & this is what i get in return ?
Nothing hurts more than having a friend who hurt you with those words.

Ok zulaiha, SHUT UP !

Mondays are such BAD DAYS.
note that in my calendar .
Problems came out, inclusive of band matters.
LIKE WTF.
i just wanna QUIT being a HEAD BAND LIBRARIAN can ?
the job should be given to fadzil instead.
I would rather be a normal BAND MEMBER instead.
Its giving me so much STRESS.
& i just can't accept it.
Every Band practice, all i receive is STRESS not joy of enjoying & trying out new pieces.
& after every Band Practice, i went home, crying in the toilet.
all because of these stress i received.
Mrs Quek, please, let me free.
i'm not good enough to be a committe member.
NO ! it should be
I'M NOT FIT TO BE A COMMITTE MEMBER.
i want to enjoy playing my bass clarinet & trying out new pieces.
PLEASE, SET ME FREE FROM THE TITTLE," HEAD LIBRARIAN"
give the opportunity to others.
In the end, with this stress, i will have the feeling of rebel against band.
SO PLEASE STRIKE OFF MY NAME AS A HEAD LIBRARIAN & AS A COMMITTE MEMBER.
but i swear, i will help when times in need.

Please, i wanna be able to love band practices again.
i don't want to go back home, crying & crying in the toilet after every band practices.
thank you.

posted by Norzulaiha Sapari @ 6:56 PM